I love my brother, I really do. You'd better not mess with him, I'll come after you.
But as I said, I feel a bit bad about myself right now. He's started doing card tricks, and he's getting good. But. That is MY thing, magic has always been my weird interest. And therefore I feel like I don't support him enough. I want him to get good. But I feel like I just can't show enough enthusiasm.
I suppose it's because it's too late for me now. I probably won't ever become really, really good at something. And when I was a kid, I believed that this was it. That I'd be doing these tricks. And now I just feel doomed. And a little stupid, putting this online. Oh well. Forgive me please?
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